Once upon a fairy phase in life
I lived  and breathed innocence
twas a perfect world…a free world
Filled with fantasies and fairy tales…
Then gradually…
…the fairy me began to slip away…

Until reality struck me unaware
And I gasped in surprise
Then my little breast begun to wake and a strange thought sent sweets down my spine…I smiled.
I begun to feel like a charged electron attracting the opposite
Then a quivering impulse sent shocks down my waist,
Across my abdomen…down, down, down…
A lower me then gets up and greet me.
He stands, and I tremble before him
“Who are you strange fellow?”
He is wordless but sultry and vast
And I can’t make him go
“What do you want from me you lustrous one?”
He is still silent and shapeless.
Oh how beautiful he is!
Without sound, without eyes, without hands;
Yet like a flame he burn through my body
Quiet, yet he alone understand the depth of my confusion
He stares and lightens up
And I trembled in his shadow…
…As he burns for the dark goal.
Is he calling?… I wonder
Is his deep silence full of summons?
Does his steep curve sweep towards a virgin?…

Oh you dark ruddy stranger, forgive me!
For I am helplessly bound to the rock of virginity
Your strange voice has no sound…no meaning to me
I would gladly lie in the womanly valley and ply thy twofold dance until meanings come to me”.



A’las, we were alone

Two love-birds

Looking into each other’s eye

Across our embrace

Hearts beating

Temperatures rising

Breathe rate inclining

Pulse rate elivating…

Eyes ablaze with faith and anticipation

Bodies lost in sweetness akin to ripe mangoes…

Then suddenly – there came a flash of dilenma…

…A momentarily battle…

Between the heart and the mind

Between perception and deception

Between curiosity and anxiety

Between biology and theology

Between consciousness and unconsciousness…

The heart tells us to proceed to coitus

The mind reminds us of morality

What do we do?

To be…

Or Not

To be…

That is the question!!!

But the heart’s rhythmic beating spoke louder than the mind

The mind’s remedy couldn’t cure us of the love potion we swallowed

The mind failed

The heart took control…





We danced to the captive music of that sensual seizure…???